Something has changed in me, and I don’t know what caused it.  For a while now, I have felt that I am ready to have kids, but emotionally stopped at that.  I never felt that urge or looked wistfully at the baby section in WalMart.  That’s changed.  I find myself looking at children and smiling more.  When I walk past the baby isle, my head turns.  When I am sitting by myself, I sometimes think about like with a son or daughter.  So, something has changed, and I will never be the same.  I want a child.

Luckily things still seem like they are progressing on the fertility front, after Bionca’s bad experience, we are back on track. I have to get tested as well sometime before February, so I will just go in with Bionca on her next appointment.  Hopefully all will go well and by this time next year we will be pregnant.  I’m really looking forward to it.

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